Things that happen to my brain after a restless night:
(sister comes in to bug me awake in the morning)
Mai:wake up, rise and shine!
me: How many balloons altogether?
mai: none what?
me: there ain't any balloons (in a bomb voice) *snores*
mai: wth
LOL I honestly can't remember my dream, must be something about a party I guess
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Dear diary,
Good morning blog, it is currently 3:21am on my un-updated clock(so it is actually 4:30). I am wide awake. My eyes feel dry, being stretched widely open. My hair is greasy and I am in my new jacket as well as my stripey boxers. The three bags of green tea has left me feeling fueled till now, it must also be those salted green peas I had a while back... 1am I'd say. My english notes for belonging for my first related text are nearly done. Just a few more techniques ^ ^. My related text is a film: Guess Who's Coming to Dinner, directed by Stanley Kramer in 1967. I am currently listening to a beautiful guitar composition called Romeo and Juliet...I'm guessing it's taken from a beautiful and melancholy scene in the movie. The music is evoking all sorts of feelings in me.
ONE)Sadness... as I realise that my life is ticking, I cannot be with everyone...always. ): Soo...to in order to prevent any feelings of regret, I will make every single minute of my life count. Every single day I spend with you will be a gift that I will cherish. Every second I spend with you is the greatest thing I could ever wish for. Friends? Family? I have been blessed to have these wonderful people around me, every relationship has changed me in some way... they have shaped me into the person I am today. (side note: this is starting to sound cheesy LOL like shit I find on tumblr hahaha)
Anyhow, these are my personal notes to my parents, as a sign of gratitude for having to put up with me:
dear mumzy: You have been such a great carer, guardian, best friend, best mother to me. You have always directed me onto the right track, your advice never falters or fails and I always try my best to follow your words because you have experienced everything I have faced and will face. Even though our adventures are quite different... our paths do meet occasionally. It's the small things you do that makes me feel...loved, like buying me Starburst lollies, or understanding me before I even mention the problem. For that I thank you.
dear daddy: You are my motivation. I appreciate all the care you have ever offered me. I love how you have trusted me, even though the trust meant that I have to meet a lot of expectations. (: I hope I can always bring a smile to your face..like how you make me smile. Even when you give me hugs and I start whining ...I'm not actually whining inside teehee. I know this is a bit personal, but I will keep trying to get you to quit smoking. I must. I know I can.
gosh. why is this song so depressing. Time check: 4:oo on the un-updated clock. Waking up at 6 o'clock real time.
TWO)happiness... as I realise how perfect this life really is. The connections I make aren't merely coincidental, I believe that fate is at play here and so is luck. I would gladly say that I am lucky to be given such supportive friends. The flaws in my life only make me stronger, I grow with each mistake I make and I am still growing... I finally appreciate the different aspects of my identity (: this might sound like a rant about what I portray as my skills) I love my artsy fartsy creativity^^, taste in food and my not so bad voice! my dream person to be: an all-rounded person, one who is good at nearly everything XD
Anyways, I have finished my notes for my first related text YAYYYYYY! Now I'm off to start dreaming... or go into a deep state of REM since I'm gonna sleep for only ...one hour WOW CRAZY LOL. BYEE! I LOVE THIS WORLDD!
me at 5am no make-up + greasy hair + new jacket :L
ONE)Sadness... as I realise that my life is ticking, I cannot be with everyone...always. ): Soo...to in order to prevent any feelings of regret, I will make every single minute of my life count. Every single day I spend with you will be a gift that I will cherish. Every second I spend with you is the greatest thing I could ever wish for. Friends? Family? I have been blessed to have these wonderful people around me, every relationship has changed me in some way... they have shaped me into the person I am today. (side note: this is starting to sound cheesy LOL like shit I find on tumblr hahaha)
Anyhow, these are my personal notes to my parents, as a sign of gratitude for having to put up with me:
dear mumzy: You have been such a great carer, guardian, best friend, best mother to me. You have always directed me onto the right track, your advice never falters or fails and I always try my best to follow your words because you have experienced everything I have faced and will face. Even though our adventures are quite different... our paths do meet occasionally. It's the small things you do that makes me feel...loved, like buying me Starburst lollies, or understanding me before I even mention the problem. For that I thank you.
dear daddy: You are my motivation. I appreciate all the care you have ever offered me. I love how you have trusted me, even though the trust meant that I have to meet a lot of expectations. (: I hope I can always bring a smile to your face..like how you make me smile. Even when you give me hugs and I start whining ...I'm not actually whining inside teehee. I know this is a bit personal, but I will keep trying to get you to quit smoking. I must. I know I can.
gosh. why is this song so depressing. Time check: 4:oo on the un-updated clock. Waking up at 6 o'clock real time.
TWO)happiness... as I realise how perfect this life really is. The connections I make aren't merely coincidental, I believe that fate is at play here and so is luck. I would gladly say that I am lucky to be given such supportive friends. The flaws in my life only make me stronger, I grow with each mistake I make and I am still growing... I finally appreciate the different aspects of my identity (: this might sound like a rant about what I portray as my skills) I love my artsy fartsy creativity^^, taste in food and my not so bad voice! my dream person to be: an all-rounded person, one who is good at nearly everything XD
Anyways, I have finished my notes for my first related text YAYYYYYY! Now I'm off to start dreaming... or go into a deep state of REM since I'm gonna sleep for only ...one hour WOW CRAZY LOL. BYEE! I LOVE THIS WORLDD!
me at 5am no make-up + greasy hair + new jacket :L
Monday, October 4, 2010
8 days left
It does not feel like the end of a year, merely a beginning to the life ahead of us. This big task we're about to face is simply another steppingstone we have to overcome in our life. Okay...*peels off mask* WHOLLYMOTHERFRIGGINGOD HSC is in a week's time. GOODNESS ME! TIME FLIES when I procrastinate! How on earth did a year pass by so quickly?!? With so much to do and so little time... I think I might have to pull allnighters this week. :/ I cannot go to sleep with a guilty conscious, that is why I always stay up to try and squeeze in an extra hour of study.
Anyhow, just a funny memory... when I was young, my sister and I would love following mum into the seafood stores. We'd look at all the different fish and interesting shelled creatures in store. We'd always have this mini competition, the person who would poke the biggest fish eye wins. I used to find that poking fish eyes is funny/fun and so did my sister. Wow what were we thinking!LOL
Okay that's it, back to englishing!
Anyhow, just a funny memory... when I was young, my sister and I would love following mum into the seafood stores. We'd look at all the different fish and interesting shelled creatures in store. We'd always have this mini competition, the person who would poke the biggest fish eye wins. I used to find that poking fish eyes is funny/fun and so did my sister. Wow what were we thinking!LOL
Okay that's it, back to englishing!
Monday, September 13, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
resisting master chef juniors
wow showering at night has a new meaning
how cute are those paul frank headsets
what fly shoess
so so funn
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
vocal drills
with the year assembly on thursday, I am friggin nervous. Yeah I can sing "I wanna be a billionaire" in front of quyen and a few friends but but on stage ?!? :o What happens if I testee-pop! Or trip over my shoe? Anyways, the group has not practiced yet-not even once together-good one guys. okay.. phew. hehe Today the english teachers collected the papers back to remark it because they marked it wrong LOL. Apparently, she covered up their faults by saying that there is this TARS teacher thingo that required the teachers to mark the papers again. haha.
Monday, August 23, 2010
100 facts
Yes I am bored and cannot be bothered to do anything at this stage iin the night, I will finish something later :L. So here are things you prolly did or did not know about me:
1.blue is my FAV colour. (or turquoise)
2.I love my food. (jelly is my fave!)
3.I like playing most sports.
4.I love my little brother very very much! ..and my sister
5.career: I'd love to invent/make new medicine to cure a disease or something. a vet, designer(anytype of designer)..not really sure about my future
6.I love art
7.I love dancing
8. I love singing
9.I love cooking (honey soy chicken!)
10.If I had a pet I would love a gigantic fluffy husky :3
11. I'm scared of midnight walks around the city
12.I hate scary movies, unless there's some comedy in there
13. Laid back, don't really act on what I want, unless I really want something/someone. I just let life flow and see what I get in the end.
14.I don't really watch what I eat-I eat everything-whenever
15.I don't really follow a set trend of style
16.Guys who are sweet talkers are a no-go. Especially the ones who act nice to you when they're not around their friends.
17.I have dyed my hair like 5times
18.I love changing dps or profile pics- I like change
19.Karma plays a big role in my life. If I injure my foot, I think I have done something bad to deserve it.
20. I like guys who smell nice
21.I don't mind a guy who is spontaneous
22.I will MISS HIGH SCHOOL TERRIBLY
23.I have a dream catcher
24.I like strange things
25.I'm afraid of what people think of me. I can't help it.(its my weakness)
26.going to the temple has this calming effect
27.I'm a huge fan of GREASE(the movie)!
28.I love comedy movies
29.I tell mum nearly everything that I experience -yes boy talk too
30.I love going to the city
31.Guys with really nice smiles=YUM!
32.I stare at guys with mad hair, but that's just it
33.I pierced my own belly button once-yes call me a freak (it has healed now)
34.I feel lonely sometimes and wish some guy would drive me away in a mad sportscar. but what the heck stop dreaming and go into UNI tien!
35.The book on my bedside is called- Journey through the heart (it's about spiritual healing or something)
36.Sometimes I feel that everyone possesses a special power/talent that they have not discovered yet
37.Once when I was 5, I picked up my dad's just smoked cig and tried to smoke it but the smoke burned my eyes instead.
38.A huge octopus has grabbed onto foot when I was looking at the rock pools
39.I want black hair again ): I'll dye it soon.
40.If a guy ever sung a song for me, I'd fall for him..and it also depends on some other factors :L
41.My body is pear shaped
42.people who get a good score and keep complaining about it annoys me
43.I dig funny guys
44.I LOVE MILK TEA with pearls
45.Thai/Laos food is my fav > viet food
46.dislike my short eyelashes
47.wish my eyes could be a bit bigger
48.I like to meet new people, however my shyness stops me sometimes
49.I love giving people pressies or things that make them happy. I love making people smile ^ ^
50.I am a sweating freak!
51. I can make my skin goosebump whenever I want to-pretty queer
52.watching so you think you can dance makes me want to perform a routine with any male hiphop dancer
53.music controls my mood
54.Falling into the seaweed infested sea is my worst nightmare
55.I USED TO LOVE LEARNING FRENCH
56.staying up til 3am is becoming a natural thing to me
57.My guy friend will watch the Notebook with me...just because I'm a girl like that
58.Accessories that shout "princess" are worth buying. If anyone ever finds a bracelet/pendent with a tiara-tell me
59.Scary stories are more fun to write than love stories
60. I have a lip balm fetish.(especially nice smelling ones)
61.Haven't been to the hairdressers in about 2 years. I cut my own hair
62.I still play childish pranks on my family. (pretending to look at something funny then swapping the window when someone looks)
63.I wish to dress up for every Halloween's day and go trick-or-treating
64.Anything sad on screen makes me cry
65.Concealing my true emotions is what I do when I feel down- this does not happen often though
66.My family is not a healthy family-we eat out and junk food all the time
67. I love going to the pool and beach
68.Self-conscious about my image because I am fat
69.I always love to bear hug my friends - although I only think it because I can't always hug you
70.I have a ginormous appetite
71.Between 10 to 11:45 is my sleepy time...however when I step into 3am I am wide awake til morning.
72.massive crammer
73.I am a VERY passive person..that's bad
74. I think I'm somewhat sheltered and innocent.
75. Traveling the world is a dream come true.
76. music has a soporific effect
77.If I'm in the mood to dance...I really get down to it
78.cheesy pick up lines only work when they are funny :L
79.truth or dare? dare..truth questions are terrible!
80....to be continued....
1.blue is my FAV colour. (or turquoise)
2.I love my food. (jelly is my fave!)
3.I like playing most sports.
4.I love my little brother very very much! ..and my sister
5.career: I'd love to invent/make new medicine to cure a disease or something. a vet, designer(anytype of designer)..not really sure about my future
6.I love art
7.I love dancing
8. I love singing
9.I love cooking (honey soy chicken!)
10.If I had a pet I would love a gigantic fluffy husky :3
11. I'm scared of midnight walks around the city
12.I hate scary movies, unless there's some comedy in there
13. Laid back, don't really act on what I want, unless I really want something/someone. I just let life flow and see what I get in the end.
14.I don't really watch what I eat-I eat everything-whenever
15.I don't really follow a set trend of style
16.Guys who are sweet talkers are a no-go. Especially the ones who act nice to you when they're not around their friends.
17.I have dyed my hair like 5times
18.I love changing dps or profile pics- I like change
19.Karma plays a big role in my life. If I injure my foot, I think I have done something bad to deserve it.
20. I like guys who smell nice
21.I don't mind a guy who is spontaneous
22.I will MISS HIGH SCHOOL TERRIBLY
23.I have a dream catcher
24.I like strange things
25.I'm afraid of what people think of me. I can't help it.(its my weakness)
26.going to the temple has this calming effect
27.I'm a huge fan of GREASE(the movie)!
28.I love comedy movies
29.I tell mum nearly everything that I experience -yes boy talk too
30.I love going to the city
31.Guys with really nice smiles=YUM!
32.I stare at guys with mad hair, but that's just it
33.I pierced my own belly button once-yes call me a freak (it has healed now)
34.I feel lonely sometimes and wish some guy would drive me away in a mad sportscar. but what the heck stop dreaming and go into UNI tien!
35.The book on my bedside is called- Journey through the heart (it's about spiritual healing or something)
36.Sometimes I feel that everyone possesses a special power/talent that they have not discovered yet
37.Once when I was 5, I picked up my dad's just smoked cig and tried to smoke it but the smoke burned my eyes instead.
38.A huge octopus has grabbed onto foot when I was looking at the rock pools
39.I want black hair again ): I'll dye it soon.
40.If a guy ever sung a song for me, I'd fall for him..and it also depends on some other factors :L
41.My body is pear shaped
42.people who get a good score and keep complaining about it annoys me
43.I dig funny guys
44.I LOVE MILK TEA with pearls
45.Thai/Laos food is my fav > viet food
46.dislike my short eyelashes
47.wish my eyes could be a bit bigger
48.I like to meet new people, however my shyness stops me sometimes
49.I love giving people pressies or things that make them happy. I love making people smile ^ ^
50.I am a sweating freak!
51. I can make my skin goosebump whenever I want to-pretty queer
52.watching so you think you can dance makes me want to perform a routine with any male hiphop dancer
53.music controls my mood
54.Falling into the seaweed infested sea is my worst nightmare
55.I USED TO LOVE LEARNING FRENCH
56.staying up til 3am is becoming a natural thing to me
57.My guy friend will watch the Notebook with me...just because I'm a girl like that
58.Accessories that shout "princess" are worth buying. If anyone ever finds a bracelet/pendent with a tiara-tell me
59.Scary stories are more fun to write than love stories
60. I have a lip balm fetish.(especially nice smelling ones)
61.Haven't been to the hairdressers in about 2 years. I cut my own hair
62.I still play childish pranks on my family. (pretending to look at something funny then swapping the window when someone looks)
63.I wish to dress up for every Halloween's day and go trick-or-treating
64.Anything sad on screen makes me cry
65.Concealing my true emotions is what I do when I feel down- this does not happen often though
66.My family is not a healthy family-we eat out and junk food all the time
67. I love going to the pool and beach
68.Self-conscious about my image because I am fat
69.I always love to bear hug my friends - although I only think it because I can't always hug you
70.I have a ginormous appetite
71.Between 10 to 11:45 is my sleepy time...however when I step into 3am I am wide awake til morning.
72.massive crammer
73.I am a VERY passive person..that's bad
74. I think I'm somewhat sheltered and innocent.
75. Traveling the world is a dream come true.
76. music has a soporific effect
77.If I'm in the mood to dance...I really get down to it
78.cheesy pick up lines only work when they are funny :L
79.truth or dare? dare..truth questions are terrible!
80....to be continued....
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